Looking for a job in engineering is proving more challenging than I thought it would be. It was such a struggle for me to decide to go this path rather than to stay in Kazakhstan...I was so close to remaining there another year. Then I was close to working with Cru in America, but I felt God lead me away from that also. My plan right now is to work and pay off my debts, then start seminary...and from there I don't know. I don't know what God is showing me right now though. Many things have vanished, one of my closest friends is in Israel for the next 3 years at Med school, others are spreading out across the states. Others are getting married. I am looking and trying to see what God is showing me right now, but I am not sure. I like to read, but its hard to focus on books when I don't have a means to support myself, but I have enough right now to float. So I'm good, I am also trying to keep my perspective. In the eternal since, what I am going through now is just a small blip, and my real interest is in heaven.

Peace